I'm so pissed right now. There's a big spider in my room and it is carrying a white thing in its stomach. I think it's an egg and it was already hatched 'cause I can see small spiders around. And the big and scary mother with long 8 legs is hiding somewhere and it's freaking me out. OMG! What if as I sleep, it crawls over me? OMG! I could cry with the thought. What if as I wake up in the morning, it is the first thing I'd see?
*sighs* I hate that I'm so afraid of spiders but they are really creepy creatures that even if they're dead, I still can't make myself to touch them.
I'll try to sleep and I just hope and pray that I'll never see it tomorrow or ever again. *sighs*
I Hate Spiders
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71: Into the Fire - A Must Watch Movie
71: Into the Fire is a 2010 Korean war film led by two of the greatest actors in Korea Kwon Sang Woo, as the rebellious guy and T.O.P, as the captain of the student soldier, together with Cha Seung-Won and Kim Seung Woo. The lead roles were originally casted to Kim Beom and Yoo Seung-Ho but for some reason, the roles were given to Kwon Sang Woo and T.O.P. Anyways, I believe they have performed their roles pretty well which made the movie really great.
This heart-breaking movie was based on the 71 students who fought against hundreds of North Korean soldiers during the Korean war on August 11, 1950. Mere students as they were, they protected the Pohang Girls Middle School, where they were ordered to, and held back the enemies for 11 hours. They were scared to death as the war started but kept on fighting in order to live. It is a must-watch movie and I already had it listed in my FAVORITE MOVIES LIST.
As I was watching at the earlier part of the movie, I had this realization that soldiers who went to wars might have thought that their enemies were wicked evil but the truth is their enemies also thought the same way as they did. I believe that most of the soldiers from both parties, if not all, especially those who only followed orders didn't really fight for their countries but for their lives. They fought in order to survive, to be able to see and hug their loved ones again, and to live as a man once again. Well, I am not saying that they were selfish and all and that they never thought about their countries. I just believe that the first thing they have in mind was to survive. Dying for the country is, I think, the last thing they have in mind. Of course, we have great people in this world who could die for someone, for the country, and I really admire them a lot. Dying over the want and need to survive is very courageous and rewarding. Okay, I guess I'm talking a lot here. Watch this movie and you're time wouldn't be wasted.
Thanks for reading.
"Stay with Me" Notebook Design Inspired by Kim Nam Gil
I have no work for today 'cause I'm still waiting for my employer's message. So what I did instead of being idle is that I designed a cover for my small notebook I bought yesterday. I became so forgetful lately so I decided to buy a small and a bigger notebook where I could jot down ideas and events I should not forget. Anyway, the design was inspired by my #1 Korean actor star Kim Nam Gil. Yes, he's the number one on my list. There are only three korean celebs I really like: Kim Nam Gil, Lee Hong Ki, and Lee Minho. I love them all but Kim Nam Gil is way much closer to my heart. I love his eyes, smile, hair, height, body and everything. So here's my final design:
And there it is! It's him! Both photos are from his 2010 Tv Series Bad Guy. The necklace at the upper right corner is his own-designed Sweet Love necklace. I so love the necklace so if I get to earn the amount of this necklace, I will surely buy it and I am really very excited to have it in my possession. "Stay with Me - I want to stay with you and look at you for a very long time" - this quote or line here was just taken from a random photo in the internet. I can relate to it since I always look at him every day. My day wouldn't be complete without taking even a glimpse on his face. So that't it. It may not be as dazzling as the other photos edited by other people but it was made from my heart.
Just sharing anyway. ^^,
Happy 2011
Happy New Year! 2010 had just ended and 2011 has just started. 2010 had been an awful yet fun year for me. I got heartbroken, I cried really hard but I met new crazy friends who made me laughed, our thesis proposal got accepted, I got hired and the best thing was I fell in love and still inlove. 2010 had been a great year to sum it all up. I left all my anger, sorrows and pain I felt, I forgave all the people who have sinned in me as I welcomed 2011. I can't say that the first day of 2011 was perfect but it was great and I expect greater things to happen this year.
Several Truths About Myself
I really don't have any idea of what my second post would be all about so I decided to say little things about myself. It could actually be read in the ABOUT ME tab of this blog. I added something so here it is:
There's nothing really interesting about me. I'm just an ordinary girl who is cheerful, loud, happy yet delicate, impulsive, indecisive and all. I can even be annoying sometimes. I easily get hurt and I'm not the strong type but I'm not the kind who gives up easily either. Every time I fell on the ground, I always pull myself up. For me, giving up is taking once life away and I can never do that. I love my life. It may not be as perfect as the others' but I'm glad I have this. I know I'm stronger than them emotionally but I cry a lot. Though there were times that I thought crying my heart out is a weakness, I also believed more often that crying is being HUMAN and though people may think that I'm weak because I cry a lot, I know for myself that it isn't true at all because not everyone can cry their heart's out. I really think it's a good thing. Keeping all the burdens of your heart within yourself makes you weaker on the long run.
I'm a Roman Catholic but I seldom go to church, which does not mean that I don't believe in Him. I just don't think my faith will get stronger when i go to church. I actually feel otherwise. I even believe that my faith is firmer than those who go to church during Sundays.
What else? I'm taking up Bachelor of Science in Information Technology right now and I just got my Cisco Certified Network Associate (CCNA) license this year (2010). Hmmm... I don't actually feel like I belong to this field but I have to be practical and continue. Anyway, I'm sure I will find what my heart truly wants as I go through this journey of life. I am a very optimistic person though there are really times that optimism won't help and you just have to accept the bitterness of reality.
Welcome!
Hi. This is my first post and I want to welcome myself in this new blog of mine. I actually have a blogger account already but I hate all my posts there. It was a very emotional blog I can't even read the posts. It was full of sadness, bitterness and all.
So why did I make this blog? Hmmm... No reason in particular actually. I just wanna get rid of my sentimental blog and I just want to keep myself busy since I'm really very idle these days. I've been really so unproductive and it's really been a long time since I'd written something. Keeping a diary is something I do before but I don't think it would be fun anymore. I tend to be emotional on my diary entries and I just hate it. I can't promise not to be emotional here though but I can assure myself that I would be less emotional than me on the other blog.
Anyways, I'm not really that good in writing so I also think that through this blog, I would help myself improve my writing skills or whatever.
That's all. Thank you.
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